Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Vision of Christ putting on me His white robe

3 Dec 08, Wed

I have lost lots of money in this Great Depression financial market. It ‘s my hard work saving for the old age. I am frugal in my daily consumption in order to live with pride in my old age.

Nothing is secure on earth. The worst would be all is taking away like the holocaust; for the Jews, they probably cherish that they still have their life. Job is a story to warn us – all our possessions on earth like house, children, money, and asset can be taken away in a stroke of lightning.

The past two nights, I had two consequent most comforting dreams. The almighty God is reaching to me in my great depression days. Tuesday morning, I dreamt of seeing a most adorable young girl I have ever seen in my life (in fact, she looks somewhat resembling me, I thought). She was sitting with her head down, maybe four in age, and smiling very happily. I picked her up and kiss her cheeks as if I have known her a long time.

This morning, I dreamt I was in Singapore. I was on my way to see my older sisters after work. It was a complicated route to get to their place. I need to change busses. Then I was on the MRT and after a short while, I realized I was on the wrong train that brought me all the way to JB. As it was after work hours, everywhere was congested with office workers to get home etc. in this bustle & hustle, I lost my bag that contains all my years of saving and left without a cent for the transportation fare. At JB, I was advised to cross to the other train to go down south. I entered a most luxury train I have ever been – it was a train specifically for the airhostesses. It was like the first class plane. The air hostesses pointed me to the MRT I need to get on and I rushed there. When I was about to approach the station, I was very worry that I had no money to pay my fare. When the train stopped, I asked a very good-looking man if he could spare me some money for the fare. He carried in his hand a teddy bear. He was most obliging and said,’ definitely, I could used my card to pay for both of us.’ He made sure that he never lost sight of me in this chaotic crowd. It just so happens that we are to go in the same direction. On the way, he suggested to stop at a place that he liked to show me very much. And I agreed. We got off the MRT and entered into the most magical place I had ever been. It has huge electrical lego toys everywhere.

As I need to get to see my sisters who are stern as principle, I was in pressure not to be too late. Plus the fact that I lost so much money that I was not in mood to enjoyed playing. I walked in the street, like in Kyoto, with small shops in a line. Then, I was in a very antique rosewood room where a Japanese woman to help me dressing up for an occasion. I was to put on a kimono – a very beautiful red and gold one. However, my white inner dress was very dirty and I didn’t have a clean one. Then, a man next door said, ‘take mime’ and he has his white gown put on me. I looked at my dirty white dress, which was stained by blood and dirt.

This symbolizes Christ who removes my scarlet outfit and put on me the clean gown. Thank you God for I still have You.

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